because i'm stupid..........

i'm really, very foolish
i know of no one other than you
you're looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feeling like this

i won't be in your days
i won't be in the memories either, however
only you, i looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

as i watch you walking past
i'm still happy
even yet you still don't know my heart
i should stop this and go

i really want to see the day
"i love you" is playing on my lips
alone once again..crying for you
alone once again..i missing for you

i won't be in your days
i won't be remembered either, however
only you, i looked only at you
i'm making momeries alone

loving you is like having a beautiful wound
i look at your pretty smile also
but i cannot laugh with you
i'm thinking about you so much everyday

my heart is hurting in all these sad days
"i want to see you" is playing on my lips
alone once again..crying for you
alone once again..missing for you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though i cannot hold you like this
i need you, i cannot say anything more, i want you
i keep on hoping too, i'll keep hoping..

i really want to see the days
i'm withstanding the pain each other
"i love you" is playing on my lips
alone once again..crying for you

i'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
"i want to see you" is playing on my lips
alone once again..crying for you
alone once again..missing for you

F!rSt LoVe............

once in a while
you are in my mind
i think about the days that we had

and i dream that these
would all come back to me
if only you knew every
moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart

just like your memories
how i want here
to be with you
once more

you will always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh, don't say no

you will always gonna be the one in my life
so true, i believed
i can never find
somebody like you
my first love......

once in awhile
you are in my dreams
i can feel the warmth of your embrace
and i pray that it will
all come back to me
if only you knew every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart

just like your memories
and how i want here
to be with you
once more

you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could
have never let you go
come into my life again

please don't say no
now and forever you are still the one
in my heart
so true, i believed i could never find
somebody like you
my first love

now and forever first love............

PeRgiLaH CiNta.......

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